Holding on!

Well I have been away went with my Mom to Colorado for a few days. I had never been that far West before. Everyone there thought I was from DEEP DOWN SOUTH!!! When I told them I was from Southern VA they were shocked. I must really have a deep southern accent.


When in the airport yesterday there was this little girl who had the most beautiful and infectious smile. She just starred at me and smiled and waved. I couldn't help but stare back and think of Carley. I wish that she was here for me to look at and to smile back at. I just haven't been able to get past her birthday this year. It has been very hard for me this year for some reason. I just wish with all my heart that She and I could be together. I hope that One day I will see her and I know she will be beautiful. 


I want to plant a flower garden here at the new house for her. I just don't know anything about flowers to even begin. I don't have money to pay someone to come out and landscape the area for me so I am going to have to do it myself. I wanted to do it this spring. But we will just have to wait and see. 


Mothers Day is this Sunday and I know all of my friends are going to be busy with there kids doing stuff for Mother's Day and I will be home probably crying my eyes out wishing I WAS A MOM!!!!!!


But to all my fellow friends out there in Wed World. Happy Mother's Day!!!!!!