Trying

Every day I wake up and I try to put one foot in front of the other...

Here this week is going to be really hard. I have a couple that I am very close with that is fixing to have there first baby... I am so happy for them, They are going to make amazing parents... I was asked if I would come and see them when they got home and see their New Bundle of Joy.... At first I said yes of course but now that the week is here I don't know what to do....

I don't want them to think i am selfish and I don't want to ruin there MOMENT!!! I don't want to go there and start to cry and make them feel bad for me... I want to go and show my love and how much I care for them and their new baby but I just don't want to ruin it for them... Any advice???? If anyone is reading????