Dreams.....

You know Dreams are some times sweet, scary, real, and lies....

When you are little you always Dream you will meet a great guy, and fall in love, get the house of your dreams with the beautiful family that dwells inside it, the great job that you always wanted... And then you have reality... 

My dreams were similar to every ones but then you have those Dreams that you know will NEVER come true and I have so many of those in my life. So much of my life seems like a nightmare that I just can't wake up from. 

I have a lot of things that I am very happy for my family that loves me no matter what, my friends that I am extremely close to and there kids but there is always ONE dream that will never come true. Those dreams are the ones that we wish would every single day we wake up....

I dream every night for a dream that I know will never come true, I know this will never be even though some tell me "you never know what life may hold in the future"...

This one dream I know will never come true but I still in my heart and in my mind will ALWAYS wish for this dream no matter where in my life I may go.... No matter what may happen I will always wish and dream of this dream, but right now will never be reality and some days you are able to be in your dreams for a short period of time and think of what could or what we wish would be our reality but you always have to come back to Reality... Reality for me right now sucks and I want SO badly to stay in my dreams every morning when I wake I want to go back to sleep so I can continue my dream that I am so in love with....

Dreams are wonderful...... I won't give up on My Dream.... Maybe one day, maybe in another life not this one but just maybe My Dream or Wishes will come true Until then I hope I can continue to Dream about it every single night........ 

But some times we have to give up on a dream.........