Tired

I feel as if everyone gets tired of reading my blog b/c I repeat what I type is the same thing over and over and over.... 

So to anyone who is reading if anyone does read this please tell me if I need to just stop writing. I don't want people to think I am some crazy woman who can't get over the loss of her babies and can't seem to move on with her life. I know that My Dream and dream of a child is probably never going to happen I can't help but think that one day it might. 

I just can't help but feel like I would be a good Mom... I may not know everything about what it is like to carry a child in my body for a whole term but I don't feel like in order for you to be a Mom you have to give birth. I maybe wrong but that is what I think.

I don't think the feeling will ever go away, and I can't help but pray that God will place a child in my life no matter how or whose child it maybe I will LOVE IT AS MY OWN!!!!

Carley Noel Mommy loves and Misses you every single day of my life. I will always miss you and Mommy will Always Love YOU!!!!!