Almost Here

Well I have less than 48 hours till my surgery. I am nerves, scared, and in a way glad that relief is in the near future. I have been doing a lot of things this week to keep me busy so I won't think about the surgery. This is what I wanted to have the surgery to get relief from the issues I have been having. I am also sad that this will be ending my "childbearing years" as the Dr's like to call it. I have also been thinking a lot of Carley. I can't help but think of all the what could have been..... I guess I will always have those thoughts.