15 Months

So hard to believe that it has been 15 months today since you left me. I am reminded every day by my ache in my heart for you. You and my others Angels are always on my mind and in My Heart Forever! I will always long for the time that I could have held you in my arms and kissed you. Given and been presents for all your first things, but the Lord had another plan in mind for you. Even though your time here was short and I may never fully understand why I was never able to meet you I know that the Lord gave you to me for a reason and you saved my life.

I know that God gave you to me because he knew that you would be my final chance, he wanted me to feel you inside me, to feel your kicks and know that you were a girl. God knew that if he didn't take you and I still ended up with the blood clot I would have put your life before mine, just like every other mother would do for their child. I would have wanted to protect you and give you the fighting chance to have a life here on Earth with Me and Daddy. But I know I will meet you one day in the most amazing place that we can even dream of. I know that you are in Heaven and you are not alone you are with Family, Siblings, and all the other Angels Babies that have gone too soon but Never Forgotten.

I love You Carley Noel and Angels!!