Thursday, August 16, 2012


I feel as if everyone gets tired of reading my blog b/c I repeat what I type is the same thing over and over and over.... 

So to anyone who is reading if anyone does read this please tell me if I need to just stop writing. I don't want people to think I am some crazy woman who can't get over the loss of her babies and can't seem to move on with her life. I know that My Dream and dream of a child is probably never going to happen I can't help but think that one day it might. 

I just can't help but feel like I would be a good Mom... I may not know everything about what it is like to carry a child in my body for a whole term but I don't feel like in order for you to be a Mom you have to give birth. I maybe wrong but that is what I think.

I don't think the feeling will ever go away, and I can't help but pray that God will place a child in my life no matter how or whose child it maybe I will LOVE IT AS MY OWN!!!!

Carley Noel Mommy loves and Misses you every single day of my life. I will always miss you and Mommy will Always Love YOU!!!!! 


Amanda said...

please don't stop writing. some of us just need more time than others...that's all. if the blog helps you vent out, then keep at it girl!

michelle said...

I am always here to listen. Write whatever you feel on your blog, thats what it is for. xoxoxo